Stressed Up
Haiz... have been feeling so stressed up lately... Actually is after Monday rehearsal at MDC...
When i reached there, Bryan just look straight at me and say, "I think you going to have a difficult time later..." I was thinking, "Oh my god, jia lat, wat am i going to do?"
And he was super accurate about it, the steps are super duper difficult! Especially the second piece! Almost no steps are repeated and we have to finish learning 2 dance pieces by the end of the day... Wah, it was very overwhelming...
One of the dance pieces is more hip hop style which is my weakest genre... I cant really do hip hop!!! Hardly went for any hip hop class before!
By the end of the day, I was feeling really demoralised... I just feel so lousy and limited... to the extent that it makes me feel that Im not cut out to be a dancer...
But someone say this to me, "Nobody knows how to walk in the first place, ppl will improve with time. Only obstacle is themselves. No person going after their dreams will walk an easy road."
Haha... didn't know he can say such profound words sia... wahaha...
Im really glad that Choon hui is around to help me up... Otherwise, I will be dead meat for sure... Thanks ah, gal...
Though i still can't do it very well but I will try my very best to keep on practising til I got it right!
I will not give up! I'm going to MDC full time! If this obstacle makes me fall down and I don't pick myself up, then I will really going to be a failure in future.
Not going to let myself be defeated!
When i reached there, Bryan just look straight at me and say, "I think you going to have a difficult time later..." I was thinking, "Oh my god, jia lat, wat am i going to do?"
And he was super accurate about it, the steps are super duper difficult! Especially the second piece! Almost no steps are repeated and we have to finish learning 2 dance pieces by the end of the day... Wah, it was very overwhelming...
One of the dance pieces is more hip hop style which is my weakest genre... I cant really do hip hop!!! Hardly went for any hip hop class before!
By the end of the day, I was feeling really demoralised... I just feel so lousy and limited... to the extent that it makes me feel that Im not cut out to be a dancer...
But someone say this to me, "Nobody knows how to walk in the first place, ppl will improve with time. Only obstacle is themselves. No person going after their dreams will walk an easy road."
Haha... didn't know he can say such profound words sia... wahaha...
Im really glad that Choon hui is around to help me up... Otherwise, I will be dead meat for sure... Thanks ah, gal...
Though i still can't do it very well but I will try my very best to keep on practising til I got it right!
I will not give up! I'm going to MDC full time! If this obstacle makes me fall down and I don't pick myself up, then I will really going to be a failure in future.
Not going to let myself be defeated!
posted by Fion | 6:49 PM
1 Comments:
hey no need to say thanks to me! I think i know who's the person that say those profound words ha ha! Anyway i will help you as much as i can. No worries. That's wat friends are for. Just jia you ok. Remember wat i say. No one is perfect. Practice hard on ya strong pt so that at least u have a strength. N dun think lousy of urself, wat matter most is to wk hard n show them that u can do it! Jia you Jia you.
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