9am

24 dec 2007, 9am...

Woke up at 8.06am by a sms... slept for 3 hrs...

N learn that im bad-tempered n grumpy about everything in life.

n that without tolerance, no relationship can last...

I have been thinking, is it good to tolerate? If u have to tolerate the one u loved, is there something wrong?

Or should e word be "trying to understand each other, n accepting their flaws"...

Just plainly tolerate with no understanding, will only make things worse...

I hate to quarrel... someone will disagree w me about that...

But my "calmly discussions" will always lead to quarrels cos:

1) It is mostly done in the most ineffective way - sms
2) the person has already formed negative views abt u even before u start
3)"discussions" = "complaints"
4) the person strongly believe that u r in for a fight


N one lesson learnt everybody, is never to ignore people even when u r angry.
Cos u really do not know how it will affects the other person.
Mind became completely confused, u will keep thinking wat's happening... N ya... the waiting is the worst thing ever.

Imagine this scenario, you are enjoying urself somewhere, shopping or wat...etc. But you knew there's somebody at home, sillyly just waiting for ur sms or call...

Plus the tears never stop... you can't control it...