What happened to me?

What happened to me? Where is the Fion who used to be smiling always, loves to chat with friends, positive and energetic?

She used to be really friendly, loves to joke around and make people laugh... She likes to maintain a cheerful nature so that everyone around her will feel comfortable and relaxed...

But now, she is gloomy, tired, lack of energy, disappointed, can't trust people, get insecure very easily, don't really like to talk much, cries more that she laughs... You hardly sees her smile much...

Don't be mistaken, It's not that my boyfriend bully me or wat, he's a great guy who cares alot about me and dote on me alot... it's just me who had suddenly just got so negative about life...

Reasons? Environment at work? Family problem? Confidence issue? My past sucky relationship?

I don't know... Still trying to find out.

But no matter what, I want the old Fion back.