Sucky month of Feb...

It's been more than a month since I last blogged...

Cos really very very busy with company stuffs... and it's not finished yet...

It's 2am now and I felt really tired yet I can't get to sleep... If I can, I won't be blogging here...

It's been a really bad Feb for me...

It started off with a really bad quarrel with Kiki over work stuff... Then burned off all my weekends cos of the Chingay... Plus the usual Music Theory stuffs and road shows... and a sad valentine day... and stupid chinese new yr spring cleaning...

Last Friday, Saturday and Sunday were all spent doing Chingay...

Tml there's a show at the zoo...

Wed there's a show at an old folk home, plus ballet class in the evening...

Thurs there's music theory class in the morning, show at pasir ris camp in the afternoon and evening...

Friday there's music theory class in the morning, show at mandai camp in the afternoon and evening...

Saturday and Sunday... Chingay Chingay Chingay Chingay Chingay!!!! Arghh....

And then next Saturday is the Music theory exam, next Sunday is my company's D & D in which me and choon hui are deputy chairman...

Arghhh... Im seriously overworked... Physically mentally stressed....

Even watching Dream Girls just now didn't really make me feel better... Though I was seated in Gold Class...

Now I can't even cry cos my eye will hurts if I cry... Im having this internal bleeding in my eye... ganna hit on the eye during Chingay parade... Now it's all red and swollen...

I tried my very best not to indulge in self pity and try to be strong...

It's very hard not to fall down the cliff... How I wish I can just let go of my hands and fall...

But I can't... Cos the world is not about me alone...