Confident = Pretty

People who knows what's going around me lately will realise that Im going through a dark period...

Well, I was. Crying myself to sleep every night and being super paranoid and weird... So unlike me. Most people think of me as a happy go lucky, crazy and funny girl...

But when you met the love of your life and things don't really go smoothly between the two of you, it does affect and change you a little, which is what happened in my case.

But all the getting upset, paranoid, worried and crying have made me uglier. I look at myself in the mirror this morning and realised I looked so haggard, like a auntie. I even spotted some lines near my eyes, hope they are not wrinkles! haha...

Suddenly I realised that I do not want to be look like this! Where is the confident Fion I used to be?

So now I tell myself, Im not allowing myself to be defeated. I still have alot of things that I want to try and do in my life and why am i wasting my time thinking and worrying about things that might not happen or are already in the past?

Well, Im a vain girl, most girls are! hehe... so Im going to be confident in myself, be happy and positive, and in no time, I will be as pretty as I used to be or maybe prettier!

Haha! thick-skinned ya? say Im a pretty girl... munseng and choon hui will say im a pretty duck! haha... well, make no difference to me anyway...

If the love of my life happens to read this, just want to let you know, I will be ok. But this doesn't mean you can take me for granted... So if you still treasure me, please put a little more thought and concern towards our relationship and think of what you wanna do k k? Thank you.

Lalalalaa....