Still can't sleep

It's 12.30am now... earlier than yesterday but I still can't get to sleep... Although I worked from 9am to 10pm today...

I have to wake up at 7am tml... But no matter how hard I tried I still can't get to sleep...

My eye still hurts... It hurts more than yesterday... Wanted to go see a doctor but I don't even have the time to do that... I better go tml after show...

Haiz... 4 more shows to go this week... But Im glad that Aidil announced that there's a change of artistes for this sunday's show... which means I don't have to stand on the chingay float and wave my hand for 3 freaking hours... Great...

I feel like my whole life now is going on a downslope... Everything is so bad for me now... Im not feeling well cos of my eye... then I can't eat properly cos I didn't sleep enough... I just feel physically and mentally drained and tired...

And Kiki is still upset with me... I feel like Im losing him...

Haiz... Cried a little but it hurts like hell... I can't even cry when Im upset...

I need a break. And someone who cares and willing to listen to all my shit... But then I shouldn't depend on people all the time...

Guess I have to get through this dark period of time myself...

My sky is full of dark clouds again...