Dance is the hidden language of the soul. The body says what words cannot.

Nothing is impossible if you are willing to do the work.

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

Clubbing at Double O on 10 June 05

Haha... finally got the clubbing pictures from Munseng...

The clubbing and chalet were really fun! Silly me fell down from the dance platform somemore... Anyway, below are the pictures 3 chio bus and 1 ducky (That's me) took before going down to double o... hahaha...






Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Changing Image 2

I finally able to make some real changes to my image... haha... I did a number of things throughout this 2 months and it feels great... haha!

First, I finally picked up the courage to pierce my earlobe. I have never pierce my earlobe in my entire life til now... Anyway, I only pierce my right earlobe cos just dun feel like piercing both earlobes, think it's unique.... haha... but most think is silly... haha... but i like can liao...

Then I went to trim my eyebrows... never did that before cos someone who used to be important to me dun like it, think it's not natural... anyway, heck care, i did it now and Im happy about it! Well, i went to a salon at "ulu" Taman Jurong shopping centre... the lady boss did it for me... she's so pro,fast and clean... i come out with a really neat look... i love it.. cos i want my face to look neat! hehe...

Finally, the big change... Went to It's Hairy at Far East Plaza to cut my hair! I got the Creative Director to cut the hair for me... and wow... he is a real pro... not only was he able to guide me to hairstyles that he thinks will suits me, he asked for my occupation and what kind of length im comfortable with... Then he say let's go and he go about cutting my hair confidently...
The result... a fantastic punk and stylo hairstyle and shows out my highlight better than last time!

Haha... I love my new look... Evil punk girl! haha! See below for my Before and After!


The Old Fion with the Sweet Look


The New Fion with the Punk Look

So what you all think of the new look? haha!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

A Fantastic Day!

20 June 2005. The best day i had in months!

Ever since the horrible month of May, I felt so aimless... Not looking forward to anything in life, just live life day by day, not very sure what i want. Yes, i have let go of the relationship but im not sure about my directions anymore. I have changed you see...

But today! Claudine from SAF Music and Drama Company called! She confirmed that Im accepted into MDC and is getting me for their part time assignments in July and August, which is a series of NDP performances! Straight after my last day of work, which is 15 July...

Haha... was really happy! Msg many friends to share my joy! haha... guess my new hairstyle brings me luck! Haha! Crap!

Went for a mini celebration with my ex-colleagues! Had so much fun and laughter chatting with them!

Then i reached home and went online to print resume for a friend, then thinking, hey, might as well check out my SAT scores.

I scored 1500! Can't believe my eyes... Right now, i still doubt if I counted wrongly... but 530 plus 530 plus 440 is equal to 1500. Guess im right...

Apparently, It's a high score from wat i heard from my friends! Hmm... no idea man...

Haha... though it's of no use to me now, i still feel happy!

Fantastic Day! Im so happy! haha! ;p

Sunday, June 19, 2005

A Story

A ninety-one year old woman died after living a long dignified life.
When she met God she asked him something that had long bothered her.
If Man was created in God's image, and if all men are created equal, why do people treat each other so badly?

God replied that each person who enters our life has a unique lesson to teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn about life, people, relationships and God. This confused the woman, so God began to explain.

When someone lies to you it teaches you that things are not always as they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know their heart.And remove your own masks to let people know yours.

When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate what you have, for you never know when you might lose it. And never ever take your friends and family for granted because today is the only guarantee you have.

When someone mocks you it teaches you that no two people are alike.

When you encounter people who are different from you, don't judge them by how they look or act; instead base your opinion on the contents of their heart.

When someone breaks your heart it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that person will love you back. But don't turn your back on love because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings will make up for all the past hurts put together. Times ten.

When someone holds a grudge against you it teaches you that everyone does mistakes.

When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is the most difficult and courageous thing Man can do.

When a loved one is unfaithful to you it teaches you that resisting temptation is Man's greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your resistance against all temptation. By doing so you will be rewarded with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.

When someone cheats you, it teaches you that greed is the root of all evil.

Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty they may be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage inmalevolent activities.

Upon hearing the Lord's wisdom, the old woman became concerned that there were no lessons to be learned from Man's good deeds.

God replied that Man's capacity to love is the greatest gift he has. At the root of all kindness is love, and each act of love also teaches us a lesson.The woman's curiosity deepening, God once again began to explain.

When someone loves us it teaches us that love, kindness, charity, honesty, humility, forgiveness and acceptance can counteract all the evil in the world.

For every good deed, there is one less evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused.

When you enter someone's life, whether by plan, chance or coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality?

When you die will your life have resulted in more loving or hurting? More comfort or pain? More joy or sadness?

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Letting Go

把爱放开
歌手:飞儿乐队 专辑:无限

我们的爱 过了就不再回来
直到现在我还默默的等待

当你开始追寻你要的自由
放开我们紧握的手
带走我的爱和天空
我不知所措 我以为我会懂
我们的爱 我们的爱

当我独自走到时间的尽头
回忆和我擦身而过
带走你的爱和笑容
我无力承受 最后的一点心痛
我们的爱 我们的爱

把爱放开 把手放开
如果你的心已不在
把爱放开 不再等待
你的温柔是一片空白

把爱放开 把心打开
这次我决定走出回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来
就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来
啊......

这次我决定走出所有回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来
就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来

终于明白爱已不再
从今以后再也没有什么能去依赖
我还有什么期待

The power of Chinese. Sometimes no English words can fully describe one's feelings... For me, I find that Chinese words can and are closer to my heart.

I have finally let go. There are better things in life waiting for me.

There is someone who all the while is beside me, supporting me. Just that in my sorrows I have not realised it.

But my heart is empty... It refuses to accept anyone in.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

If a girl cries

If a girl cries in front of u, it means that she can't take it anymore.

If u take her hand,she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go, it wil be hard for her to goback to being herself with you once again.

A gal wont cry easily; except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.
A gal wont cry easily; only when she loves u the most, she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly, coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of ur decision, u'll ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of u,
When she cries bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.

Which other girl has cried with pure sincerity, In front of u, And bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak, She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity, She cries,

Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, Think about it, If a gal cries her heart out to u, and all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.

Do consider it, Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

New Life Starts

Finally! Today is the first of June! The horrible month of May is finally over!

From now on, I will start my life anew, single, but happy!

Hope that my rainbow will come soon...

Hehe... Friday is my SAF Music and Drama Company Audition! Really hope I can get in and fulfil my and Choonhui's dreams...

SAT on Saturday... haiz... a bit more heck care about it... dun know why... maybe cos SMU can't get in liao... but still, since i spend so much money on it liao... i better work hard on it also...

Anyway, today will be a Happy Day! haha...