Fairy Tale shit

I watched a drama on TV yesterday...

It's about a loving couple, let's just call them the guy and the girl... haha...

Anyway, this couple was happily preparing for their wedding, they told their friends that their dream was to get married and have kids, watch their kids grow up through all stages of life... blah blah blah...

One day, they went to do their pre-marital medical check-up. They discovered a shocking new, the girl got cancer of the womb, and the only way to completely cure it is to remove the womb from the body. Which means that she can never give birth.

They were devastated. Their dream can never be fulfilled.

Then the bloody idiot guy disappeared. The girl is even more upset, she said she is not going for the operation. She wants to wait for the guy to come back to her.

With the help of some friends, they managed to find that guy. The guy explained that he is very confused, he don't know what to do, he just want to find somewhere quiet to think it over. He says he love her but loving her means accepting every part of her, so he don't know if he actually really love her. He was also worried that his parents cannot accept the girl.

The guy, upon hearing the advices from friends and that the girl refused to go for her operation, realised his folly and rushed to see the girl.

When the guy saw the girl, he hugged her and said, he don't need kids anymore, he's contented in life just by having her... blah blah... then they kissed and recounciled.

That's it. Happy Ending..

What the hell... in this realistic world, many guys will choose to abandon the girl due to pressure from parents, his own dream...etc and find another girl who can help him to fulfill his dream...

This world is cruel, there's no fairy tale... there are always guys out there who will let girls down and vice versa...

Happily ever after? Fuck off, It only exists in storybooks.

Meaningful stuff

hmmm... the words below are really meaningful...

愛一個人，

要了解，也要開解；
要道歉，也要道謝；
要認錯，也要改錯；
要體貼，也要體諒；

是接受，而不是忍受；
是寬容，而不是縱容；
是支持，而不是支配；

是慰問，而不是質問；
是傾訴，而不是控訴；
是難忘，而不是遺忘；

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是為對方默默祈求，而不是向對方諸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪費；
可以隨時牽手， 但不要隨便分手。

不要輕言放棄！否則對不起自己

對妳用心，希望妳能體會，
對妳關心，希望妳能感動，
對妳真心，希望妳能珍惜；
讓妳窩心，是我的心願，
讓妳開心，是我的責任，
讓妳動心，是我的目標。

Changing Image

Haiz.. I guess my plan to change my image is facing some difficulties!

I went to highlight and cut my hair today, kinda sick of my present look and so want a change...

I went to Sandstorm at Jurong Point. Well, first of all, the cute colour boy made a mistake and nearly coloured my whole hair! Lucky the stylist stopped him... otherwise I don't what my hair will look like now... haha... I was really puzzled at what he was doing actually...

Anyway, the end product of the highlight didn't come out very well...

Next, is the haircut, I wanted to cut my fringe short, but the stylist says he didn't want to cut it too short cos it will not show my highlight well... I was thinking my highlight didn't come out well anyway!

Then he refused to cut my hair length short cos he says I will look very young and don't suit me very well...

OK! He's a really firm hair stylist!

Anyway, here are my BEFORE and AFTER... give me some comments ya?


BEFORE


AFTER

Confident = Pretty

People who knows what's going around me lately will realise that Im going through a dark period...

Well, I was. Crying myself to sleep every night and being super paranoid and weird... So unlike me. Most people think of me as a happy go lucky, crazy and funny girl...

But when you met the love of your life and things don't really go smoothly between the two of you, it does affect and change you a little, which is what happened in my case.

But all the getting upset, paranoid, worried and crying have made me uglier. I look at myself in the mirror this morning and realised I looked so haggard, like a auntie. I even spotted some lines near my eyes, hope they are not wrinkles! haha...

Suddenly I realised that I do not want to be look like this! Where is the confident Fion I used to be?

So now I tell myself, Im not allowing myself to be defeated. I still have alot of things that I want to try and do in my life and why am i wasting my time thinking and worrying about things that might not happen or are already in the past?

Well, Im a vain girl, most girls are! hehe... so Im going to be confident in myself, be happy and positive, and in no time, I will be as pretty as I used to be or maybe prettier!

Haha! thick-skinned ya? say Im a pretty girl... munseng and choon hui will say im a pretty duck! haha... well, make no difference to me anyway...

If the love of my life happens to read this, just want to let you know, I will be ok. But this doesn't mean you can take me for granted... So if you still treasure me, please put a little more thought and concern towards our relationship and think of what you wanna do k k? Thank you.

Lalalalaa....

Dark dark dark

Sometimes I really wish that I do not have to grow up. I wish im a baby who only knows how to cry and drink milk... no need to care about anything other than when is my next meal..

As people grow old, things starts to get complicated. People start to worry more and wrinkles starts appearing...

Have to think about study, work, family, boyfriend, money, passion, health... etc.

It's really tiring sometimes...

I find myself quite a unlucky person. Maybe my pessimistic nature adds on to it.

Whenever there's an important occasion or event, I sure have something bad cropped up. Examples? I got chicken pox just one week before my dance performance. I got a bad case of rashes on Valentine Day, My Japan trip organised by SP was cancelled due to Sars... etc.

Strange ya? I dun understand it either... when i went to Australia, I was super worried that the plane will crash! Think im silly? Maybe im. Cos I never believe that nothing bad will happen to me during those important times. It always happened when I least expected it anyway.

Haha... Im finally going Japan in May. Hope the plane wun crash. If God really wants me to die, please do it at some secluded place where non of those closest to me is around. Actually I wish i can die in my sleep. Then i wun affect anybody...

Friends who are reading this, dun worry about me, Im just going through a dark period of my life... i will pick myself up soon i hope.